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Job
Chapter 6וַיַּעַן אִיּוֹב וַיֹּאמַר׃
Job answered and said:
לוּ שָׁקוֹל יִשָּׁקֵל כַּעְשִׂי וְהַוָּתִי בְּמֹאזְנַיִם יִשְׂאוּ־יָחַד
If only my anger and pain were weighed, and my calamity borne, together on a scale,
כִּי־עַתָּה מֵחוֹל יַמִּים יִכְבָּד עַל־כֵּן דְּבָרַי לָעוּ
for now it, the weight of my pain, would weigh heavier than all of the sand of the seas in the world, as my suffering is too great to be measured; therefore, my words waver, they are incoherent and improperly formulated.
כִּי חִצֵּי שַׁדַּי עִמָּדִי אֲשֶׁר חֲמָתָם שֹׁתָה רוּחִי בִּעוּתֵי אֱלוֹהַּ יַעַרְכוּנִי
For the arrows of the Almighty, which He shot at me, are still in me, whose poison my spirit drinks;
היִנְהַק פֶּרֶא עֲלֵי־דֶשֶׁא אִם יִגְעֶה־שּׁוֹר עַל־בְּלִילוֹ
Does the onager
הֲיֵאָכֵל תָּפֵל מִבְּלִי־מֶלַח אִם־יֶשׁ־טַעַם בְּרִיר חַלָּמוּת
As for your response, Elifaz, it is insufficient to assuage my hunger and misery:
מֵאֲנָה לִנְגּוֹעַ נַפְשִׁי הֵמָּה כִּדְוֵי לַחְמִי
Job continues: Your comments are comparable to those tasteless foods. My soul refuses to touch them; they are like the food of suffering for me.
מִי־יִתֵּן תָּבוֹא שֶׁאֱלָתִי וְתִקְוָתִי יִתֵּן אֱלוֹהַּ
If only my request would be accepted, fulfilled, and God would grant my hope,
וְיֹאֵל אֱלוֹהַּ וִידַכְּאֵנִי יַתֵּר יָדוֹ וִיבַצְּעֵנִי
and God would agree to crush me entirely;
וּתְהִי עוֹד נֶחָמָתִי וַאֲסַלְּדָה בְחִילָה לֹא יַחְמוֹל כִּי־לֹא כִחַדְתִּי אִמְרֵי קָדוֹשׁ
May it, this death, yet be my consolation,
מַה־כֹּחִי כִי־אֲיַחֵל וּמַה־קִּצִּי כִּי אַאֲרִיךְ נַפְשִׁי
What is my strength that I should wait? I no longer have enough energy to wait and hope. What will be my end, that my soul should endure more suffering? For what can I hope? I am broken financially, socially, mentally, and physically.
אִם־כֹּחַ אֲבָנִים כֹּחִי אִם־בְּשָׂרִי נָחוּשׁ
Is my strength the strength of stones? Is my flesh made of bronze?
הַאִם אֵין עֶזְרָתִי בִי וְתֻשִׁיָּה נִדְּחָה מִמֶּנִּי
Is there no help for me? Even those friends who supposedly arrived to comfort me do not support my statements.
לַמָּס מֵרֵעֵהוּ חָסֶד ויִרְאַת שַׁדַּי יַעֲזוֹב
Have assistance and sound wisdom abandoned me,
אַחַי בָּגְדוּ כְמוֹ־נָחַל כַּאֲפִיק נְחָלִים יַעֲבֹרוּ
My brethren, upon whom I thought I could rely, have betrayed me like a ravine through which water flows irregularly, like the channel through which streams usually pass but is currently dry. The waters of such a seasonal stream disappoint those who rely upon them both in cold and hot conditions, as described in the following verses.
הַקֹּדְרִים מִנִּי־קָרַח עָלֵימוֹ יִתְעַלֶּם שָׁלֶג
These are brooks which are frozen,
בְּעֵת יְזֹרְבוּ נִצְמָתוּ בְּחֻמּוֹ נִדְעֲכוּ מִמְּקוֹמָם
However, when scorched, during a heat wave,
יִלָּפְתוּ אָרְחוֹת דַּרְכָּם יַעֲלוּ בַתֹּהוּ וְיֹאבֵדוּ
Their courses’ ways are winding;
הִבִּיטוּ אָרְחוֹת תֵּמָא הֲלִיכֹת שְׁבָא קִוּוּ־לָמוֹ
They looked to the caravans of Tema;
בֹּשׁוּ כִי בָטָח בָּאוּ עָדֶיהָ וַיֶּחְפָּרוּ
But they were embarrassed and disappointed because they had previously trusted; they, the ones searching for water, came there, to each of the caravans in which they had placed their hopes, and were humiliated. Their disappointment at failing to receive the water they thirsted for shamed them and lowered their spirits. This metaphor reflects Job’s disappointment in his brothers, or in those who came to comfort him. He compares his anticipation for authentic comfort to one who thirsts for water. The person initially puts his hopes in seasonal streams, but they fail to provide water to quench his thirst. He subsequently seeks salvation from nomads living in the wilderness; however, they too do not provide him with the water he needs.
כִּי־עַתָּה הֱיִיתֶם לוֹ תִּרְאוּ חֲתַת וַתִּירָאוּ
For now you are not devoted to me, but you have become it [lo]. You have become like that seasonal stream, which does not provide water when it is needed.
הֲכִי אָמַרְתִּי הָבוּ לִי ומִכֹּחֲכֶם שִׁחֲדוּ בַעֲדִי
Did I say: Give me, or did I ask: Pay a bribe, or a ransom, for me from your wealth, your possessions?
ומַלְּטוּנִי מִיַּד־צָר וּמִיַּד עָרִיצִים תִּפְדּוּנִי
Or did I expect you to rescue me from the hand of an enemy, or to redeem me, save me, from the hand of the mighty? I did not ask for anything from you. Why, then, have you renounced me?
הוֹרוּנִי וַאֲנִי אַחֲרִישׁ וּמַה־ שָּׁגִיתִי הָבִינוּ לִי
If you wish to teach me, then indeed teach me, and I will be silent; explain to me what I have done wrong.
מַה־נִּמְרְצוּ אִמְרֵי־יֹשֶׁר ומַה־יּוֹכִיחַ הוֹכֵחַ מִכֶּם
How forceful
הַלְהוֹכַח מִלִּים תַּחְשֹׁבוּ וּלְרוּחַ אִמְרֵי נוֹאָשׁ
Do you consider mere words to be a rebuke? Do you think that by merely stating words you are successfully offering a rebuke? In uttering empty words, are you not treating the statements of the despairing, my despair, as just wind?
אַף־עַל־יָתוֹם תַּפִּילוּ וְתִכְרוּ עַל־רֵיעֲכֶם
You would even fall upon an orphan, who is defenseless. Job compares the lack of regard for his despair in response to his situation to harming an orphan. And you would dig a pit for your friend, into which he would stumble.
וְעַתָּה הוֹאִילוּ פְנוּ־בִי וְעַל־פְּנֵיכֶם אִם־אֲכַזֵּב
It is likely that at this point Job’s friends turned their faces away from him.
שֻׁבוּ־נָא אַל־תְּהִי עַוְלָה וְשֻׁבוּ עוֹד צִדְקִי־בָהּ
Job perhaps sees his friends preparing to leave. Therefore, he says to them:
הֲיֵשׁ־בִּלְשׁוֹנִי עַוְלָה אִם־חִכִּי לֹא־יָבִין הַוּוֹת
Is there iniquity on my tongue? Doesn’t my palate, my mouth, my speech, discern disasters, the calamities that have befallen me?